Sunday, April 24, 2011

the third dream

Edit: I remember slightly more stuff!!!!
I had third dream on April 21. I meant to post it sooner but between other stuff, people coming over, and being lazy, i never found the time. This was a really short vague dream which is  really odd because they're normally longer but whatever. A dream's a dream. I've lost alot of information about this dream and so i'm now mentally beating myself up for not writing this down earlier. Now to the dream that makes little sense.

I was in a forest and i was being chased(again lol) but i don't know who was chasing me. There were tall ominous trees looming overhead. I tripped and fell, but i stayed there for a few seconds to catch my breath.I rolled over to be on my back and just laid there The view was beautiful and i wish that i could of stayed there forever but something inside told me to keep  on running. I would glance out into the forest thinking I'd see glimpses of him, but was never to sure because i wasn't able to stop. The forest got denser and the growth got wilder i could feel various scratches upon myself but i just ran faster. The of fear wasn't as strong as the feeling of importance. The forest came to an abrupt stop and i saw a cabin. I entered it and i saw my family huddled around a small t.v., which miraculously had the news on even though it was in the middle of the woods. My mom saw me and hurriedly came to greet me. She was frantic, terrified, ecstatic to see me, and talking really fast as if spaces in sentences didn't exist. I have no idea what motivated me to do this or why i did it, but i backhanded her. Hard. I told her to calm down and tell me what was going on slowly and clearly so i could understand her.She quietly said okay and said that they're talking about me on the news. I went over to the t.v. and took a seat on the smooth wooden floor, cringing from the pain of the fall i took and the scratches i had. It was a news team interviewing some one. I would say it was an ordinary innocent citizen but i could by the look in his eyes he was neither innocent nor ordinary. He was telling the news caster about how dangerous my family was and all the horrible deeds we've apparently done as a whole together and how we needed to stopped and executed for death. i was  furious, "Where the hell is he coming up with this stuff?" i thought angrily to myself. Then i saw how, there he was behind him. i know i was unable to hear him but i could just tell he was mentally whispering horrible lies into this strange mans mind. I don't know how nobody else saw him, so tall with his horrible dark suit. I wanted shout out and tell them the truth, i wanted them to believe in the right thing but i wasn't able to do a single thing about it.

Then i woke up.

Or at least i thought i did, i think. In my dream i i saw staring at my curtain covered window, staring at the large silhouette outside my window. I wasn't sure weather or not it was him  or just another proxy. I kept staring at and i heard something saying give in to pure fear inside my head. I started to lose feeling with my hand and feet, my vision began to blur and darken. However, i fought back with all my might. It was mentally exhausting but when i won.

I really woke up this time.

Afterwards i got up, legs sore as if i've been running forever, 3 bruises on my leg, and scratches on my shoulders.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

The second dream

The second dream happened on the night of April 16. I didn't see much of him in this dream either, but I do in the next dream i'm posting eventually after this, which will hopefully be more interesting.

Dreams are always blurry in the beginning so i'll just start off from where i can remember.
It started off with me and my friends hanging out in mall ( stereotypical) and i began to see a change in one of them. I have never seen this person before in my life, but in the dream she gave me the feeling that I've known her for long and that i could trust her. I began to notice little changes in the way she moved and how she took a weird interest in me. I'd catch her staring at me whenever my back was turned or even when she wasn't there, i could feel her presence but with an odd disturbance. I decided it was time to confront her, so on the way home from the mall ( we were all walking) i grabbed her arm and took her on a different road with me. Apparently the rest of my friends were either retarded or brain dead at the time because they didn't notice that we left at all. Well when i confronted her i said "Hey is everything all right? You've been a little...different lately" . She gave me a huge Cheshire cat like smile/smirk and he eyes(which were previously brown) gleamed a bright green and said "Why I have no idea what your talking about." and began to laugh like she was mocking me, but her voice was changing into something more sinister. "Juuuust kidding" she said with a mischievous smile while rolling her head to the right,"I know what your talking about, but i'm to sure if your little friend here does" She gave her arm a little flick." WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO WITH HER" i yelled while grabbing her collar(which is was probably visually hilarious because i'm kind of a foot shorter most than my friends). She rolled her head left and said "Thaaaat doesn't matter. All you need to know is that i'm watching you and will be expecting some things of you." I lowered my voice but did release her "What kind of things and what if  I don't want to your things?" Her head went straight and her eyes bore into my skull " You will find out in soon soon time and if you don't then there will be consequences"

Great, I think my friend's being possessed by what i think might be a proxy.

The scene changed to the town i was living in which was like your average city but in the middle of the forest. The proxified friend(whose name i can't remember) acted like my best friend and would mentally whisper terrible things into my mind. How every one's my enemy, why i should betray them, and kept on giving me empty threats ( like putting thumbtacks in my shoes and whatnot but never did). I was getting sick and tired of this. I wanted her possessor gone, but i didn't know how to do it, i was stuck, the very most i could do was not do what she told me. That always got me into trouble with the adults, and eventually everything was taken away from me. But i learned to not get attached to material objects so that doesn't really matter. However, one day, things just got really serious. I can't remember what it was, but it had something to do with electricity. I think i had to sabotage the light sockets of one my friends house so they'll be in a black out, leaving them vulnerable for attack. Whatever it was, i refused to do it, in hopes this thing will leave me alone.

The consequences though was horrible(well for me it was at least), I was kidnapped and taken to an unknown place and tied and gagged to a chair. There was a single t.v. left for me to watch, it turned on and i saw my brother. He had an open glass of some kinda of beverage, and my little friend was right there beside, but he didn't notice her. She was holding a bottle with a skull and cross bones on it, and i assumed it was poison. I started to squirm and scream, struggling to get out of my bonds. She put the deadly liquid into his drink and slunk away. After he finished his drink he started throwing up violently, eventually throwing up blood and dying. The bonds seem to melt away and i got up and ran towards the t.v. The scene melted to his funeral and there was SM standing over his grave. This probably wasn't very smart of me but  "YOU ASSHOLE" i yelled, and i raised my fist to hit him and then....

I woke up.

The first dream

I can't remember the exact date or time of when the first dream occurred, but if i were to guess i'd have to say probably around the beginning of March of this year. I also can't remember much of what happened afterwards. So don't be expecting to read much because i barely remember these dreams as it is.

In the beginning I was asked by proxy( operators whatever the hell you want to call them) if i wanted to play a game. For some reason i said yes, even though i had no idea what the rules were or who was playing. After i accepted his challenge i did however ask what the rules were. All he said was to survive

On a side note outside of the dream i know theres been a mention of a game before but i don't exactly think it'll be played out like this.
Anyways, back to the dream. The dream shifted to a wooded area and proxies( 2 of them) were running after me, trying to kill me with various weapons. The closest one behind me had something that was used for tripping people but i forgot what it was called D: It looked like a rope and it had weights on the end so when you threw it and it hit your legs, it would wrap around them and trip you. Well he threw it and i fell like the klutz i am. I turned over so i was face up and as proxy 1 landed for the killing blow(can't remember with what kind of weapon >.<) i suddenly pulled out a dagger and held it out in front of me. This hit his neck cutting a major artery thus killing him. I got my feet free and saw proxy #2 coming at me with a knife. I feinted to the right(while still on the ground) and quickly made a heavy slice in his calves causing him to fall onto his back. He rolled left to where i was and i hastily jumped over onto his back, pulled his hair back, and slit his throat.

It's a little fuzzy about what happened after that but all i kind of remembered was going through trails of some sort fighting for my life.

The final scene of my dream consisted of me being kidnapped and being taken to some sort of an arena and finding others who were like me, fighting for there lives. A huge voice boomed overhead(didnt know who it was) ,and i can't remember his exact words but, i think he said a little something like this: "Many have accepted this challenge and many have lost. You are the last survivors, make good use of your talents and serve me well" Some rebelled to this idea and decided to fight back while some joined him. A whole rebellion amongst us broke out but then.

I woke up.


In these posts i will be talking about my dreams with SM or SM related topics, like proxies and such. For those who don't know what or who SM is it's the slenderman (and if you still don't know who that is, google it and have fun). I won't be saying his name because i believe his name will draw attention to me and will give him power. I will however bold the words that are referring to his name to prevent confusion(i may forget to at  times but bear with me please). Reality is just reality, what happens in real life. Or just random things to post because i'm bored. Occasionally my dreams will be detailed but the story kinda vague, yeah sorry 'bout that thats just the way my fantastic memory works. Don't expect perfect grammar or an excellent vocabulary, I'm only a child against the whole world.